Thoughts I ponder!

Standing at work waiting for the process to finish.... And my mind wanders to things like this...

* I have two girls who will get married..... I'm gonna have to pay for that!!!

* When they get married will my family be able to come??? Can I afford to bring them over?

* Wait.... I have 3 gorgeous nieces... Bwahahah Anth has to pay for 3 weddings... Oh crap... That's 3 trips back home at $1-2K Per ticket and if we take all the kids that's 6 tickets each time... Sorry Nieces but God has called some to stay single...

* 2012 we plan to take a trip back to Australia... This time though we are looking at staying North of where I lived... 2hrs North.. So visiting old friends may not happen.. But I should shouldn't I?? Somedays I say why bother... Virtually none of them stay in touch with me as much as I don't with them!!! This one is still in the air!!!

* I may be good looking but Im fat... Hahaha yes I am at least one of those... And that is changing..

* I know I am getting old when it has taken me 4 weeks to mostly recover form falling in the Church parking lot... although I did it with such grace and style.. Shame no-one saw my effort... How do I know no-one did?? Because I jumped up so damn fast and moved to the side of my car, all while looking around to see if ANYONE saw... I was kinda torn on joy or sadness...

* How can I be better?? at everything... Being a Dad, a Husband, a friend, a Christian.... total sum of everything...

* How come I have all these Ideas but never the drive to accomplish them?

* How should I measure success... Look at my possessions?? because some would think I was super rich if that was the case.. but no I still want more and usually the things others have... toys toys toys.. my weakness (being cars, electronics, bikes etc)

* Do I really have No regrets in life??  I know I have some things I feel I could've handled better but do I regret anything?? cause after all I am who I am because of those things?!?!?! hmmmm maybe I do thinking deeper about things...

* Will I ever re-pursue the call of God on my life...??

* Will I ever be a good machinist??  Guess it starts where I am at now....!

* Will I ever live back in Australia with my family???  This is one that tears at my soul/ my heart/ my mind a lot!!

I am sure there are many more thoughts... but... another day..

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